I started last year practicing something I had read about. The first 12 days of the year represent the 12 months of the new year. So the 1st of January is the month of January and the 2nd is February and so on. This will be my blog for 12 days.
January 1st "January"
So far, since it almost noon, I can say that the first half of January will calm, quiet. I did not wake until 10:20 and spent some time reflecting on last year. My breakdowns and break throughs.
My most recent break through and how it brought me to my resolution for the new year "I will truly be of service, not only to others but to myself" Not "pleasing" but truly "being of service". ... This goes back to my post from November about being of service. I was questioning whether or not there is such a thing as a selfless act. Now I know where I was going wrong. I wasn't being selfless. I was trying to please people, giving them what they wanted instead of what they need. My breakthrough came during yoga training and I cried when I realized I was not only shorting others but myself by pleasing and not giving selflessly. 2010 will be different because of this realization.
So the 2nd half of January will be very productive. I spent the 2nd half of my day taking down the Christmas tree, cleaning, purging clutter, paying bills and really being present with my family. It was great!
January 2nd "February"
Kicked it into gear a little earlier. Got much accomplished without any interference. Nourished my family with healthy food and my mind with positive thoughts. Got a shot of energy from a friend. Found time to rest and still made things happen. Took care of some banking and communications. Feeling really good about my support system and my goals seem achievable, my plan is in place. I even have the time, energy and resources for a little recreational time with the family! Love 2010 so far!
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